its been a long long time...

well...it really has been a long time since i last blogged...i know i should be sleeping right now...tomorrow is a freaking long day filled with lectures from 9am-5pm...suddenly wanted to blog about something...i just dont know why i have this feeling...jealousy?anger?everytime i look at ppl's blog...i will have this feeling...feeling that i am not where i am suppose to be...feeling that i should be there...not that i dont enjoy being here...its this feeling of 'i should have done better and be there now'...ah,nevermind...what i have predicted long time ago really comes true...my inner heart wants to be there...not for anyone...not for anything particular...for myself...i love the place...