Monday, November 12, 2007

not rested...

i know its holidays...i'm supposed to get more rest than usual...i dont know why...i'm not at peace...my head and brain is still working constantly...there are things unaccomplished yet...there are things i havent finish settling yet...i dont know why...i know its nothing big but it is just in my head...i kept thinking of it...how to settle it in the perfect way...i dont know what happened...i dont know why am i so worked up...maybe because...i was left alone to face,do and settle this matter...i aint a superman or anything special...there are really alot of things in my head now...my klang apartment...unsettled bills and etc...i just cant relax...not until i settle my klang stuff...just wish that someone could give me a hand...someone could be beside me to listen what am i thinking...what am i planning to do...haih...i am really stressed up...i think bills is the biggest problem for me now...MONEY is the problem...i am kinda broke for now...should i go for the HK trip?from the bottom of my heart,i really want to go but i just cant let myself think of it yet before i settle all this stuff...results too...when will results be out?i am scared of spending more money as i fear that my results wont be good...i dont know why...i always prepare for the worst...that's me...i prepare...

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