a small dream...

my mind kept wandering off...to things i really want to do and really hope i can accomplish one day...its some sort of a dream of achievements...things that i cant accomplish or do at this moment of my life due to a lot of reasons...most important one is the place i am stuck in...i mean Klang...its about sports actually...there's a will in me that wants to join competitions and win something...i dont know what but just something...to achieve something...what to say?the facilities aint good...argh...lazy to explain...all i know is i will try to do it when i am in aus next time...tennis,football...anything that i think i am good at...along the way in secondary school,tennis was the sport that i hit top form and basically can be the district champion easily but i dint have luck and dint get to join competitions when i want to...hm...how i know i can be the district champion easily?lol...first of all,i was under the recommendation directly from my personal coach and after the competition ended,one of my junior which train under the same coach as me won it...well that was junior category...my coach told me it was an easy job and if i win it,i will be able to train with other players for the Negeri Sembilan team and fight to represent the state...finally the chance came during form 5...i had an offer to play for the school as the leading player...i was form 4 when i really wanted to play for school...guess what...i rejected the offer...SPM is coming and i dint trained for quite a while so no point...i kinda stop training after i was denied to play for school by some idiot teacher in charge which has his son as the leading player back then...after rejecting the offer,i was criticized by the new teacher in charge but i dint care...since then, i kinda give up on all this achievements...during primary school,something similar happened but back then it was badminton...lol...but that's fine...too long ago...until recently,i get this feeling again to achieve things...this time its futsal...i always wanted to join a futsal competition and once again no luck...i felt that i have improved a lot since the first day i played futsal in Klang...totally different...till one day,i finally felt the atmosphere of a competition...the prom pre-event human foosball competition...our team was in the finals...i cant believe it...its a small event but the cheering was superb...that moment to me was really a very memorable one...i loved that atmosphere a lot...people cheering on...the pressure is there but i loved it! i just hope i have the chance to be in this situation again...although we dint win but i was 100% satisfied...a small little dream of mine -_-