its 3am and i cant fall asleep again...not thinking about anything specific...mind just kept flying...just want to say about something...i know a lot of people out there that wants face...so no matter what you did wrongly or badly...you wont admit it or you wont step forward and take the initiative to apologize or say sorry but instead,you would wait for another person to take the initiative to get things fixed...if friendship is at stake,is face really that important?i seriously dont know...i am very tired actually...why am i always the one taking initiatives?why am i always the one taken for granted?why am i always the one that put my face or pride down to fix things?because of what?so that you can even take me for granted further more?or so that you can think that i can be bullied even more?you think you deserve everything that you have...but sometimes everyone should think twice...do you really deserve it?or you are starting to take things for granted?if face is really that important to you then i would say its quite hard for you to find friendship because you will never get to mend things when they go wrong...i think i have been too soft and too kind...seriously...sometimes i really think that people that arent that kind hearted or not good at all are even more appreciated compared to those kind hearted people...so why be a good guy when all the bad guys are taking all the rewards? o.0 i told myself...try not to be a good guy...try not to be so nice to people anymore...my bro told me "dont be stupid,in the end,the good guys win.." lol...i just cant be a bad guy...too bad....so i will just continue to be taken for granted? no way...it stops right here...i wont tolerate anymore shites from anyone...especially people that take me for granted...i dont want to be a nobdy...i just want to be a somebody that is appreciated by everyone...those best friends that surround me are friends that had went through a lot of tough periods with me...sharing my sadness and also my happiness...if you call me to let go or forget them?i wont and i cant...they are like my brothers and sisters...if i did anything wrong or sorry to them,i will be the first one to say sorry...first one to take the initiative to talk back with them...first one to get things fixed...in the end,i will ask you...is friendship important to you?if it is,why the fuck you still want face for?
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life's like that.
this is when you realise that life isn't all about a bed of roses, but full of thorns.
it's human nature i guess. take things for granted. Only know how to appreciate when something's gone.
well i've been taken granted of before so i understand what you mean. Sometimes, it's not the matter of being a good person or a bad one. if being the good one is your true personality then just let it be ba. Changing yourself to be a bad person, it might hurt you even more. You'll feel more depressed.
I might be wrong. Just what i think lar..
yeah...lol...i seriously tried changing to be a bad person but i just failed...kakaka...i just dont have the potential to be one...life is unfair...but still we have to live with it...so why frown over things that we cant control...just get on with our life and be happy...the most important is us ourself being happy...
lol...i was kind shocked...kaka...it has been years that my blog no comments...suddenly got one...i was like o.0 hahaha! thanks!
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