i just dont know where am i and what am i doing anymore...i just cant concentrate on doing anything...one moment i am smiling and another moment i am not...its just so me...i feel bored each minute that passed by...nobody to share things with...nobody to share happiness or the sadness or even the fan-ness...everyday i reach home...i just wanna go to sleep...i just dont have anything to do...next wednesday is already chinese new year...so what? lol...to me chinese new year is no big deal...nothing special...meaning of life...when only i can find it...when only will i realise it...i just dont know...every time i go out...anywhere...play ball...training or anything...when its time to go home...i just dont feel like going home...i just feel like hanging around talking...at least i am happy doing that...dint sleep much last night...only manage to sleep at 5am and woke up at 7am...wtf...my only target now is the competition in two weeks plus time...training training and training...pushing myself to the limits but in the end when i reach home,i just feel empty...sometimes i ask myself...train so hard for what? there is no one to acknowledge also...
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