my past...

days passed by...months passed by...but it felt like years passed by...i still miss the same person...i still care for the same person...i still feel like meeting that specific same person...why? i dont know...maybe until the day i finally get to meet that person,i will still be like that...i have been very quiet this days...really really quiet...i guess that is how i am when i dont have anything to look forward to...its my natural state i guess...woke up at 8 this morning...went to the sports club because i heard from my dad that my coach will be there and there will be other players also...so i went...blindly looking for a challenger to train with...when i drove out,i realise it was raining...it was drizzling...when i reach the club,there was no one to be seen at the tennis court...feeling disappointed,i went to the gym and did some workouts and went home...sucks...