i never changed...i am still that problematic...problems problems problems...i am going crazy...i dont know who to talk to anymore...there are things that set me on fire...things that i cant let go even though its been a long time...all this frustration had become the will power for me to train...training harder than ever...my injuries are worse than i thought...its not only at the elbow but its also at my shoulder...but i have decided no matter what,i will still play and train at my very best...yes,even i am suffering pain on that day,i still will play...it is something i want to achieve...the chance is here...i just want to accomplish it and satisfy myself...its funny...i just dont understand why my heart feel heavier each day...its been a long time...almost a year now yet this days i have thinking a lot about you...i just dont know why...i just feel like seeing you...seeing how you've changed...seeing how well you have been...while there is nothing special on my side...from the very beginning,i was just a normal person...there aint nothing special about me at all...its still the same until now...just a normal person unlike you...its been a long time that i wanted to see you face to face...just hope one day i will be able to see you...somehow, i still feel that you are someone special...people said first love is the hardest to be forgotten...maybe its true...you are the first i guess...6 more days to Valentine's day...it really has been a year since i last seen you...lol...Happy Valentine's Day to everyone! a day to remember...
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