high on songs!

downloaded more than 30songs today...LOL...this are my favourites currently:

satisfaction...

hehe.very happy...finished PP report as planned...woot!things are looking good...the concentration is there...tomorrow i will be going to college with MJ to study...P&B is the subject...haha.hope i will be able to understand and cover some chapters...every week from now on will be a short week...just few hours of lecture and lab sessions...that's all...if i am not wrong,there will be counseling test coming soon...omg...the thing i most weak in...aih...i dont know how i will tackle it...i hope i manage to find a way soon...just realised that i can be happy as i feel satisfaction of completing my work...lol...bought some groceries from jusco...surprisingly,everything that i bought are healthy food...lol...milk,yogurt drink,cornflakes,biscuit!no junk food at all...its because i have been eating alot of junk food and drinking alot of carbonated drinks last few days...so its time to be healthy...hahah.cant wait for friday to come...the noob bro is coming to town...lol...and we will be heading for JOGOYA!JAPANESE BUFFET!as usual,drinking & hoon ki session....wahahaha!cant wait!oh ya...the noob bro is having mid sem exams this week...LOL...good luck to him!sei feihai!LMAO YOU!dont fail meh...

bored...

there is nothing for me to do at this moment...had enough of movies already...dint have the mood for the 4th one...did half of PP report which is quite good...i'm stoning now...what should i do?go to bed already?dont feel like to -_- finding people to chat with but there is no one...those people that i usually chat with just dont appear this days...i guess i will just lie down and listen to songs until i fall asleep...pathetic life! T_T

movie marathon...

lol...watched 3 movies today...gonna watch another movie again later...lol...the movies that i watched are harry potter,resident evil:extinction,WAR roque assasin...hm...WAR was quite nice...but the ending a bit cacat...a bit blur about it...just came back from dinner...ate alone...just makes me think back when was the last time i was so alone again...i never liked spending time alone...dint really have the mood to go out for dinner today...i tried ordering mcD,domino's pizza...both of them are not accepting orders due to puasa...damn...so decided to have late dinner by buying ramli burger...guess what?ramli burger not open -_- in the end,went to 1-to-eat to have my dinner...

one month left until this semester ends...the feeling aint nice at all...the thoughts of how things will change after this are there...everyone will split ways and go back to their hometown respectively after that...haih...just make me thought of my birthday as well...another lonely birthday huh?haih...i guess the next time we shall see each other is in the airport already?lol...dont wry...i will be there....i know some of you guys are leaving at a different day...but i will be there...i promise...i know its Chinese New Year but my CNY is always boring and lonely.

once again i have to remind myself to study...i have to get things started already...no more excuses to delay...if this continues,i am fked...the main purpose this few days is to get more rest...i hope i am getting them...its the final sprint...there are things to be done...goals to be achieved...targets to be reached...one month left,i want to be good overall...studies...friends...i want to leave a good image of 'cm' in you guys' mind...not the emo one anymore...i hope you guys wont forget me...

无论你在哪里
无论你在做什么
无论你跟谁在一起
我只希望你开心和安全。。。

我只想你知道我很想念你！

boring and wasteful day...

i'm not doing what i am suppose to be doing and dint do what i planned to do...i promised myself to get more rest this few days and yet...i still sleep at 3am in the morning and waking up late...haih....suppose to do lab report and also study but ended up doing nothing today...went to play dota in cc which i feel its not the thing i would do anymore...i am bored...just wasting time...i hope i could really start studying and finish my lab report as soon as possible...*fingers crossed*

Mooncake Festival Celebration 21st September 2007

the pictures are finally here...enjoy...

Mooncake Festival Celebration 21st September 2007

Makan time! Big Crowd!

Photo sessions with Mr. Andrew Davey & Dr. David Foster

Lecturers tio bully! XD

Lantern time!

the one and only entertainment of the day...dedications!

there is always time for romantic moments! presenting you some of the love birds!
emo one for me = (

the single and available group? o.O just jk! wahaha! friends taking pictures together...

the ending ceremony! kong meng deng!all our wishes are on it!

my paper of dedications from everyone! 3/4 of it are asking me not to emo so much! -_-

the organiser

i hope this special day will be remembered as one of the greatest times in SIT...cheers!

爱在哪里

默默地等待
等待永远
等待的那一天
是否有那一天的存在
我不懂
但是
我很愿意地去等待
我很开心地去等待
我不是苯或则傻
我只是。。。

深深地爱上了你！

beautiful moon...

the moon was just beautiful today...as i walked,i kept looking at the beautiful moon when i am supposed to look where am i walking...all i had in my mind was you...without realising,i missed you...for the last few days,i have been busy and once things slowed down again,things came into my mind and heart...although i am busy for the last few days,you were never far from my mind...i was tired and exhausted...today was the day my body cant take it anymore...without eating any lunch,i attended the dispensing lab and i almost faint in there...i was having flu too throughout the day...this is mainly because i had been burning midnight oil for the last few days till 4am in the morning...waking up at 9am plus...its all about my m&i assignment,its stucked in my head...finally,its over...i can now rest...there are no classes on thursday, friday and also next monday...its almost like a one week holiday...but i am bored...i dont know what to do...i guess i will just go to college and get started with my preparation for the finals...one month left...timing is running out seriously...the moment to say goodbye is getting nearer and nearer...i dont know what will happen then...

how i wish i could tell you that you are as beautiful as the moon up in the sky tonight...being so bright,you could shine on me when i'm in darkness and lead me out of it...

stress sia! WTF! TIRED!

I AM DAMN STRESS WEH!!! i did the turn-it-in and guess what...27%! really wtf man...i am already so tired and having headache trying to finish it...i want to sleep!!! i have been sleeping at 3-4am and waking up at 8-9am for the last few days...everything in my mind was assignment assignment assignment...like being obsessed with it...well not really XD after dinner,something came to my mind suddenly...realised that i miss someone...haha...who cares...time to continue my work!

L O V E

What's love? is there a perfect definition for love out there? all i know is once this awesome feeling comes,i cant control it at all...i would love that person so deeply...loving someone does not mean you have to be with that someone...i finally understand the concept of this...i'm so happy about everything right now...all the headaches,fan-ness,nightmares are now over...once being happy,every other things will slowly become fine too =D

busy!work work!

lol...had been quite busy to really update...busy doing assignment that is due on wednesday...i am only at 1/3 T_T long way more to go...good news is that i have the mood and feel to do it...haha...hell yeah,which means i can keep doing it and not being bored of it...lol...skipped lecture this morning due to tiredness but it did not go to waste...i woke up and straight started working on the assignment...woot!that is what i call the mood...quite lazy to upload the pictures of the Mooncake Festival last friday...i'm sry...it takes a long time to upload them in blogspot which is quite wtf for me...but i will give you a sneak preview of it...lol!

LOL! did this when everyone went back! which tree is it?go see for yourself in Sri Pelangi Playgroud...lol...dont ask why i am half naked -_- its a hot day that day!sweating like a pig through out the event...lol..

WHO SAID I CANT BE HAPPY?ROAR! I'M HAPPY! TRY ME!

did you feel this before?

its a different feeling...its like a dota game...even though you lose in the end but you had the satisfaction of trying your best in winning the game and it come downs to one small specific mistake that you would lose because of it...but you still feel damn happy and satisfied about it...somehow i am having this feeling now...not because of a dota game...about something that had happened...hahaha...i am happy now!failure is the mother of success XD

its funny...

i just find things funny at the moment...i had another day of good sleep...i finally say out everything i want to say...now i can pass life easier...no burden inside me anymore...woot!if something is half screwed up and there is no way to turn back,i rather screw it up totally than leaving it half screwed...that's me...i face things...i dont want to keep things in my heart...sometimes people just cant accept the fact and truth that is happening in front of them...which sometimes i find it quite funny...everything went as expected...i knew all this would happen...so i will just let it be...i dont really care anymore...i have decided what i want to do...there are plenty things to do in the remaining semester...its time to get going again...lol...i realised that no matter how screwed up is that something,i still can find things funny in it and laugh...lol...maybe i suffered something much more worse than this...hundred times maybe...so it dont really affect my mood...the bad days are now behind...today is a new day...cherish all the time remaining guys...you guys wont see me next year anymore...

its been a while...

had the feeling of having a night walk but i dont know where to walk to...just wish that i could go somewhere that have no one at all and just lie down on the floor and look at the sky,stars and the moon...its been a while since i last did something like this...last time at home in seremban,when i am too bored,i would just sit outside of the house at night and just look at the sky...its been a while that i had someone that i could really count on or go to when i'm sad or troubled...someone that would definitely support me and be on my side when i do something or face something...its been a while since i last had that feeling that would make me feel warm in my heart and wanted...its been a while since i had someone that i keep hold of....i'm fading each day...missing all the feelings that i want...wishing everyday i could have those feelings back once again...it just wont happen...i'm cursed...haih...it happened back then....three years ago that i realised things keep repeating and repeating until now...till one day only that i realise that its the same thing happening again and again...when would it stop?nobody will understand what i'm saying...i only told this to one person that was once close to me and was in the situation...i really dont know how to cheer up...i look fine outside as a shell...but inside me,everything is screwed up...lol...

Pharmacy Industry Visit 2007 Group A

the first thing we did on the bus! LOL!

alec & cm (7-11)

cm & alec & jia yu (big bully)

picture with Mr. Andrew Davey

gsc & cm

jia yu & ming wei

people briefing but they sleeping -_-

lee kee & jia yu & hui ing & alec

HOE ar! ming wei & wei ern & kan mun & joanne

Group A at HOE

picture with Ms. Shirley