had the feeling of having a night walk but i dont know where to walk to...just wish that i could go somewhere that have no one at all and just lie down on the floor and look at the sky,stars and the moon...its been a while since i last did something like this...last time at home in seremban,when i am too bored,i would just sit outside of the house at night and just look at the sky...its been a while that i had someone that i could really count on or go to when i'm sad or troubled...someone that would definitely support me and be on my side when i do something or face something...its been a while since i last had that feeling that would make me feel warm in my heart and wanted...its been a while since i had someone that i keep hold of....i'm fading each day...missing all the feelings that i want...wishing everyday i could have those feelings back once again...it just wont happen...i'm cursed...haih...it happened back then....three years ago that i realised things keep repeating and repeating until now...till one day only that i realise that its the same thing happening again and again...when would it stop?nobody will understand what i'm saying...i only told this to one person that was once close to me and was in the situation...i really dont know how to cheer up...i look fine outside as a shell...but inside me,everything is screwed up...lol...
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