cm is SS!

SS = sad + stress...i know you all would say shock sendiri...hahaha.too bad its not...was quite sad after class so decided to stay in college and emo-ed...haih...i kept reading about patient counseling but i am just not good at it...i am quite scared of it actually...tomorrow there will be another tutorial session on it...if i were chosen for the role-play,i think i will stone...let's hope i wont get chosen...but then how would i learn without trying...damn...i stoned in class for both the lectures today...just cant concentrate at all...mind kept having flashback of some memories...haih...i felt that i am just pushing myself to the limits...i'm actually breaking down inside me i think but i just kept pushing...i dont know...maybe i would faint one day...i feel tired everyday...i'm still not having any good sleep...just cant get my mind off something...something that is very important to me...i will just try my best...i will just keep pushing myself no matter what...