Monday, December 17, 2007

emo emo emo!

yay! i am emo-ing! i am going mental! wtf! i just wish tomorrow is 21st of january and i wont need to think of so much stuff and crap...trying to figure out what is wrong with myself...yeah...there is definitely something wrong...i am going crazy already...when i need someone to talk to,no where to be seen,no where to be found...haih...its always like that...its only 11pm and i think i am going to sleep now...people will be like 'WTF?cm sleep at 11pm?you fucking joking me?" lmao....i think i am changing again...recent events hit me hard and low...i am losing it...losing my normal self...just wished that someone can keep me in tact...the end of year 2007 is almost here and i still do think i am a failure...yea...i passed my supp,so what?nothing much...life carries on...the HK trip sort me out a bit...but its not enough...i just want time to pass by faster...that's all...i feel lonely as ever...i have no one...in the end,i am just a nobody...tired of trying...tired of being a nobody...just wish i knew what made me such a big failure...

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