nightmare...

an event left my whole body trembling and heart beating faster than ever...what was that event? i nearly had a high speed accident at more than 100km/hr... if the accident did happen then i wont be sitting down here nicely typing... i may be dead... very high chances cause i knew that the speed was going to give a freaking big impact... this was how it happened... there was a slow traffic in highway... then all of a sudden, the traffic started moving... there's some space to speed up and the car in front of me definitely speed up fast... i thought we had space so i followed too... after i accelerated and just went up to speed... a car further in front jammed his breaks... fucking hell... then the car in front of me jammed his breaks as well... my car just went up to speed... i did not have enough distance in front of me to slow my car down... even i did jammed my breaks... if i follow the same lane, i would definitely bang the car in front of me and it would be a three car accident... furthermore, my car had its ABS breaking system taken off due to some problems to it... so basically there are chances for my car to lose control when i jam my breaks... luckily i checked my side mirrors fast and found some space on the middle lane... i jammed my breaks and shifted my car to the middle lane... thanks to the extra Gs or forces when shifting my car at high speed, the car dint skit... and guess what...i just managed to slip in front of a car in the middle lane...i bet it was just few inches in front of that car and i slipped in at such speed... the person in that car must be dead shocked... he must be like 'WTF?' but there is nothing i can do then that...in my heart, i was saying "sorry mate, i scare the shit out of you but i had to do that if not i am dead..." it was the only way out.... after i slipped in to the middle lane i found that there was a car not far ahead... luckily my car managed to slow down by then...if it dint, i would have needed to shift my car to the last lane which luckily had no car at that time... after i recovered from that incident, i continued driving slowly... traffic is slow... i passed by three accidents but the traffic is slow, i wondered why but dint mind thinking of it as i am still trembling... i just want to concentrate and drive... in me, i was screaming "let me out of the fucking highway now!" yea...i want to get out of it badly... but then it was slow traffic all the way until i reach Seremban toll... after i reached home and online, only that i realised that it was Haji which explains why the traffic is so slow in the highway... the first lane was running at 60-80km/hr only... at home, my body was exhausted... never did i felt this tired... not the muscles tired just the whole body losing its strength...

tried sleeping but dint fall asleep quickly...it took a long time for me to fall asleep...when i finally fell asleep, i dreamed about me in a high speed accident... me driving and the view of the road ahead of me... driving at high speed... i was damn scared and i woke up from it... dint have any good sleep at all...