haih...

not in a good mood once again...went to auntie's place just now...met a few of my cousins...cousins that i really like talking to but dint get to meet them for quite a while...its not a surprise that my aunties asked me about my gf and i told them no more liow...its because there is one auntie that works in sg and she knows that i always go to sg and she asked whether i going to sg which at the same time hinting about my gf...after that,sat down with my cousins and seriously i like the atmosphere in my auntie's place...her daughters always bring their bfs back home for dinner and always hang out at her place...her son brought his wife and kids back too...really a big happy family...kinda jealous...my sisters bringing their bfs back for a normal dinner? LMAO...NO WAY! once again my cousins asked me about my gf again...and i said no more...they always ask why but i just cant find the proper answer for it...then after that my cousin asked me again whether i got new gf...then i answered no...in fact, i told her i am single for more than half a year already...she was like 'HUH?MORE THAN HALF A YEAR?' she was saying "you have such good qualities,impossible nobody wants you...or is it too much girls approach you until to the point you cant choose..." i told her...there is none at all...she was kinda disappointed which i dont know why...my auntie add in..."handsome also no people wants?" lol...i left my aunties house in a down mood...before leaving,my auntie once again asked why break up? i dint answer it properly...if you ask me that question ten times,maybe ten times i will give a different answer...then my auntie said that i 花心...then i told her that till now i have no gf at all...lol...then she was shocked -_- and smiled while saying "its ok...still young...you scared nobody wants you?" i am glad i am able to see this familiar faces again...the whole way driving,i was thinking...why do people think i am good? why this? why that? but i fail to find any answers...