Tuesday, October 30, 2007

back home...

everytime i come home,there is always something that make me basically no mood...this time its the same as last time...i dint feel home at all...its like no one wants me to be home...i called my dad to tell him that i am going to reach seremban bus station soon cause he the one who called me to call him when i am almost reaching...then dont know what happen or what he told my mom...no one was there at the bus station to pick me up when i reach...i dont like to wait...i mean this type of waiting when i already called to avoid it...my mom called me and told me she is still at home and asked me where am i...that time i was so damn pissed...AGAIN?! then i just straight told my mom i will take taxi home and put down the call...sien lar...always also like that...compared to last time when my third sister is here...its totally different...haih...i dont want to compare lar...i have to take bus home from klang every time...if you count the fares,for one trip back to seremban...its almost RM50! taxi to klang bus station RM10,bus ticket to seremban RM6.50,taxi to home RM8....whole thing times two...whose gonna pay for that extra money?i have been eating so damn a lot this few weeks...i rarely spend money on other stuff...i spent it all on food...they just wont understand lar...

on the bus,my head was filled with thoughts...as i look out of the window,i was slowly thinking and my mind is slowly flying away...i was looking at nothing specific...thoughts of everything that had happened...thoughts of what to do next...no matter what i think,its all related to you...i dont know why...its just like that...i just cant get you out of my head at all this few days...i hope i am able to talk to you soon...

ok,reached home...walked into my room straight,when i walk pass the living hall,i was wondering where was my niece and there she was sleeping on a big pillow there...lol...lied down on my bed and chill a bit...after that ate dinner...half way eating my dinner,my niece woke up and cried...erm...she was looking for her mom...lol...she kept calling 'mama!mama!' then cried...my sister went for seminar in kl and will be back later...but then its been a long time that i heard cries from a baby which is looking for her/his mother...

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