hmm...why?

why am i still thinking of you? i should be letting go and forgetting by now...instead,i still think of you...think of the moments with you...am i missing you or am i missing the feeling? the thoughts were always there...wondering what if i dint do that and dint do this...wondering what if i did that and did this... would the outcome be better? would it be a better ending than what it is right now? i went into your life like an express train and coming out of it the same way...although its short but i must say...i am very satisfied and happy that i met you...you somehow brought back life to me at that moment...i never hoped for anything between us...just wish and hope that you are always happy...

i guess its quite ok to think about my past once in a while...especially memories that stuck in my mind and heart...moments that once took my breathe away...i am now looking forward to the days ahead...people that i would meet and places that i would go...i am excited...i must admit...i had a bad past...what i want to do now is make now and the future a memorable and better one...