PAIN!

my stupid ankle is hurting so damn much...fk man...how can i sleep like that? its been a long time since i last suffered such injuries...its swollen -_- aih...other than the pain...i feel blank...searching for the true meaning of life...i am tired of being bored everyday and yet there is nothing i can do about it...i am tired of being stuck in this life....tired of being in the same situation again and again...i feel like leaving this pathetic place which is impossible...i want to go somewhere else...i want to go somewhere that no one knows me and start new...be a new person once again...i had been in klang for 3 years...there were loads of downs compared to the ups...haih...next year would be the 4th year in klang...i am still looking for the one...the one that would really care for me and be beside me...sometimes the more you look for that something,the more that something wont appear...without looking,it already appeared twice in front of me...when i am looking for it,it wont appear at all...it just sucks...i am lacking that feeling...that feeling that would spark my life everyday...i'm afraid i will get numb of everything soon...