once again things have changed...lol...its expected though...already used to it...kinda bored of it liow...its a cycle...its been happening for this two years...nvm lar...everything would end soon...so many things changed...some take long time to change and some changes so fast that you cant even realise what had changed...me myself had changed in every part of me...for me,its always fast...things come and go...when it goes,its like nothing happened at all before...lol...no matter what i do and try,in the end,its out of my control and its not my problem...its funny...i kept trying,improving,changing till the fact that sometimes i think i am a monster...why can i change so easily? at least its always for the improvement that i change...i dont know how much i can change more...how much more i can improve....lol...
today i had some irritating sights on something...damn irritating till the point i felt like moving to another place to sit...fk off lar noob...get out of my sight...you are just pathetic...lol...friends?heng dais?ji muis?the question is how much you understand me?zero? o.0 lol...sometimes i feel that some people dont have what it takes to be my heng dai or ji muis or my close friends...i am damn particular on my heng dais...no point...it takes much more effort to be close to me...if you thought you were close to me,think twice...did you really understand how i work things?the way i think?the way i handle stuff?did i really expose everything to you?lol...THINK!actually this part is not for everyone...its for certain people...so dont think its you i'm talking about...my blog is where i release...the place i talk to when i cant find anyone to talk to...
i am contented with things...just happy and glad that there are still a few people that i can count on...MJ and my noob bro...this two have been magnificent companions...i dont know what to say or how to repay them...all i can do is not to disappoint them...there are still few more...if you think you are,then you are...maybe show that you are...one month left,CHERISH is the word...
realised that i have been very vulgarr this days...its time to change again...
today i had some irritating sights on something...damn irritating till the point i felt like moving to another place to sit...fk off lar noob...get out of my sight...you are just pathetic...lol...friends?heng dais?ji muis?the question is how much you understand me?zero? o.0 lol...sometimes i feel that some people dont have what it takes to be my heng dai or ji muis or my close friends...i am damn particular on my heng dais...no point...it takes much more effort to be close to me...if you thought you were close to me,think twice...did you really understand how i work things?the way i think?the way i handle stuff?did i really expose everything to you?lol...THINK!actually this part is not for everyone...its for certain people...so dont think its you i'm talking about...my blog is where i release...the place i talk to when i cant find anyone to talk to...
i am contented with things...just happy and glad that there are still a few people that i can count on...MJ and my noob bro...this two have been magnificent companions...i dont know what to say or how to repay them...all i can do is not to disappoint them...there are still few more...if you think you are,then you are...maybe show that you are...one month left,CHERISH is the word...
realised that i have been very vulgarr this days...its time to change again...
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