shooting star...

i saw one shooting star when i am very small...that time i just thought why that thing pass by so fast! i cant even see it! then i asked my sister,will there be another one? lol...funny...now i would think that i am like a shooting star...not appearing so often...once appearing,it wont be long...you have to seriously catch it or cherish it even for that short moment...but i am a different kind of shooting star...i can stop at a particular place for a while before continuing to move...the moment i continue to move is the moment i give up or let go of that place...so far,i stopped at one place but decided to continue moving...now,i found myself staying at a particular place again...and i dont feel like continue moving at all and for the rest of the burning flames of the shooting star, i would stay there...

for love,i am willing to give my whole heart in it...doing the impossibles...going far ends that people never reached before...i am a crazy person...i come up with ideas that are impossible...only possible for me myself...impossible things that i would do just to see that person smile...that's me...its either deep or none...ALL OR NOTHING...the biggest problem is...i dont know when and how to get myself out of it...once i press the start button,i just cant stop...i would just give everything i have and do the best i can just to see that person smile...once seeing that person smile,i would feel that everything i did isnt big at all and its worth it...

i dont know what am i thinking and feeling now...currently my mind on this matter is all messed up...i dont know what to do and what to think...i just feel that you might be the one after so long...