quarrels...

i'm afraid of quarreling more than ever...once i find myself stepping into a quarrel,i feel damn awkward and i will definitely back off...i dont know why...it just happens to be like this...i dont want to cause people around me to be unhappy or annoyed anymore...i had too much quarrels till i am just afraid of it...phobia...phobia of everything huh?this is what i call the worst fall in my life...a fall that made me scared of everything...