troubled...

cant fall asleep once again...i'm troubled again...aih...i may gain back old habits...wtf...i hate this man...i dont like to be in this situation...i feel so damn pressured and stress...i have to think a way out of this if not i wont be able to get any sleep for the next few days...fuck it...life is pathetic...its always negative things happening to me...i dont see any positive things happening at all...WTF! why me? what you want from me? why cant you just leave me alone and give me a fucking peaceful life?